FriEnDs & ThE CiTy

There is one time when I really upset with my friend. They asked why im not joining my other friend to lunch and so on. Frankly speaking, it make me fed up with such question. I believe that it's up to me to go anywhere with anyone i like. It's not other people's biz. Cant I minggle with those I want? Until now, it already 24h i didnt talk to her. Didnt response to her action. I really want to tell her that I dont her or her friend to ask the same question anymore. But if possible, I really want them to realize it by theirselves because I really angry with them. I feel like I dont want to meet her anymore but suddenly it changes..When my supportive and Charlotte-look-like friend, FARA presents her English Presentation with the title, WHEN A FRIEND LET YOU DOWN. I know for months about the topic but it dont attract me so much until she presents it in front with me together with her slides. And now, I already know how to manage my disappointment..I'm going to to give my friend a second chance because everybody makes mistake and because I love her. I cant forget her kindness to me despite what she did to me.

Welcome to the city of reality, where peoples are the actors of different character. Where backstabbing is allowed and practiced in here. Please be ready to be hurt and happy at the same time. Im not saying all the BFFs are devil from hell. But some is. Abso-fu**ing-lutely. Frankly speaking, I enjoyed my friendship during my days at UITM. A time where money cant buys. Until now, I still have it.

This is the other story of my friend when he received a cert during a ceremony when I stood up beside the Nelson's waiting my waffle to be fill up membuatkan aku tersentap. What's worth more than qualification of an application? Am i going to give up my waffle for it? Why not? I need to do something...but only after I get my waffle. Speaking of food, I've my friend asked, dont we, girls ever felt guilty eating late at night? Dont you girls afraid being fat? Screwed fat! I have lots of answer in my mind..but i dont know which one i should use..which make me being speechless..letting the question gone without answers.

This is another story of my buddy who refuse to take a ride with me. Is it because of the accident? This is why I hate to tell people about my accident. It makes people lose confident in you which i dont want it to happen. If the answer is it not classy enough ..then I dont have any other reply beside than..whatever..

I hate it when my friend said she's not that kind of gal. Oh please! Is it just because I asked my money back, suddenly I become a trash. Please dont repeat that words again. im not responsible with your expensive lunch. You choose to spend that much of money for one lunch. Some people just need to work and some people are lucky for not.

After all, please dont judge. The above is just what I Feel.