Saturday, March 29, 2008

My Life as a Teenage Law Student


(Ni-lah journal yang terakhir aku hantar untuk evaluation..saja nak published)

This is my last entry for my journal, therefore I was quite excited to think about what should I write for this time. At last, I came out with an idea which is to write about my first four months being a law student in Universiti Kebangsaan Malaysia. Life was not easy during the earlier weeks because there were a lot of cases to read, thick books to finish but I am able to go through all such thing with helps from my senior and my friends. Beside that, I have to struggle with my self-confidence, whether I can be a good lawyer? Once, my friend told me that potential law student read books by John Grisham. I don’t read books by John Grisham, does it make me as non-potential law student? I’ve bought one but I can’t finish read it. So, I try to change my method in learning the law by bought DVDs. So far, I’ve own Law & Order DVD collection, Devil’s Advocate, The Chamber, Legally Blonde, Primal Fear and so on. It costs me a lot but it is worthwhile. I learnt how to think like a lawyer, the meaning of some legal jargon, English proficiency by help of the subtitles and so on. Sometimes if I was ended up being boring reading all thick books, I kept repeated the DVDs to get some inspirations.

Some said life as a law student is boring. Yes, it is if you don’t do other thing other than stuck with the cases and law books. There are lots of thing to do, as for me I joined the Asian Law Student Association as a member of the Sponsorship Secretariat to find sponsors for the Law Students Conference next year. I did telemarketing, I called the law firms, I went out to have an appointment and at last I’m able to get a sponsor. It was fun as I get the chance to learn new things. Other than that, I participated in every clinic or talk organized by the Perundang. For example, currently I attended the Client Counseling Clinic and later participated in the UKM Internal Round. Even though my team did not win the competition but my aim is to learn. I enjoyed each thing that has been organized by the Perundang. Besides that, I also have fun by being a member of Kelab Penyayang, Rakan Muda, Urusetia Kerjaya and United Nation Club. These clubs help me to think out of the “legal” box and offered me a lot of experience through their activities.

After four months being in UKM, now I get used to everything I went through, sleep late at night, wake up early in the morning, skip my lunch time and carried my heavy notebook everywhere I go. Apart from that, I’m trying my best to get over the transport problem. It is the only thing that still not changed. After all, other things are all right with me. I believe that not everyone has the chance to further studies. Therefore, I would not let such thing like transport problems worried my mind. I got better job to do such as fill up myself with up-to-date information, be brave enough to make mistake and learn from it. Last but not least, perhaps I can take this opportunity to thank my English for Law lecturer, Mdm. Sitha K for being so supportive in assists me to understand this subject and I really appreciate her efforts.

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Quotes dari Relationship Expert, Carrie Bradshaw,

We're aware as smart, single women that we can’t expect perfection but life still manage to throw us curve balls. Maybe once you’re into your mid 30, it shouldn’t be called dating. It should be called waiting the other shoe to drop.”

My question is what happens when there is no shoe at all?
What should you do when the shoe do not fits you?

I think I should calm down because I am not 30 yet..may be when the time is coming, I’ll be freak out!!!

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

Bad Daysss

Dalam suku pertama tahun 2008 ni, apa yang aku boleh simpulkan ialah banyak benda yang berlaku pada aku..especially negative one, yang mana antaranya ialah;

  1. kehilangan handphone Nokia 6070 + kredit + iTalk, hilang di sebuah hotel yang berdekatan dengan Hospital Kajang.
  2. kehilangan sosej berkeju yang disimpan dalam peti sejuk blok asrama F.
  3. Accident di selekoh menuju ke Fakulti.
  4. Kehilangan buku Speech by the Great Leaders yang dibeli di Times KLCC dan berharga RM80 di Bilik Tayangan.
  5. Pembentangan Individu yang teruk di Dewan Kuliah
  6. Kehilangan Scallop Ayam dan Patti Ayam yang disimpan dalam freeze kat blok asrama E.
  7. Kegagalan Celcom Broadband untuk berfungsi dengan baik bernilai RM301. (Dah anta email kat dia tapi no reply)
  8. Datang kelas ARAB yang cancel dan kosong tanpa diberitahu 25 orang classmates yang lain bahawa kelas batal.
  9. ...apa lagi..? cukup aku down..

Sunday, March 23, 2008

FriEnDs & ThE CiTy


There is one time when I really upset with my friend. They asked why im not joining my other friend to lunch and so on. Frankly speaking, it make me fed up with such question. I believe that it's up to me to go anywhere with anyone i like. It's not other people's biz. Cant I minggle with those I want? Until now, it already 24h i didnt talk to her. Didnt response to her action. I really want to tell her that I dont her or her friend to ask the same question anymore. But if possible, I really want them to realize it by theirselves because I really angry with them. I feel like I dont want to meet her anymore but suddenly it changes..When my supportive and Charlotte-look-like friend, FARA presents her English Presentation with the title, WHEN A FRIEND LET YOU DOWN. I know for months about the topic but it dont attract me so much until she presents it in front with me together with her slides. And now, I already know how to manage my disappointment..I'm going to to give my friend a second chance because everybody makes mistake and because I love her. I cant forget her kindness to me despite what she did to me.

Welcome to the city of reality, where peoples are the actors of different character. Where backstabbing is allowed and practiced in here. Please be ready to be hurt and happy at the same time. Im not saying all the BFFs are devil from hell. But some is. Abso-fu**ing-lutely. Frankly speaking, I enjoyed my friendship during my days at UITM. A time where money cant buys. Until now, I still have it.

This is the other story of my friend when he received a cert during a ceremony when I stood up beside the Nelson's waiting my waffle to be fill up membuatkan aku tersentap. What's worth more than qualification of an application? Am i going to give up my waffle for it? Why not? I need to do something...but only after I get my waffle. Speaking of food, I've my friend asked, dont we, girls ever felt guilty eating late at night? Dont you girls afraid being fat? Screwed fat! I have lots of answer in my mind..but i dont know which one i should use..which make me being speechless..letting the question gone without answers.

This is another story of my buddy who refuse to take a ride with me. Is it because of the accident? This is why I hate to tell people about my accident. It makes people lose confident in you which i dont want it to happen. If the answer is it not classy enough ..then I dont have any other reply beside than..whatever..

I hate it when my friend said she's not that kind of gal. Oh please! Is it just because I asked my money back, suddenly I become a trash. Please dont repeat that words again. im not responsible with your expensive lunch. You choose to spend that much of money for one lunch. Some people just need to work and some people are lucky for not.

After all, please dont judge. The above is just what I Feel.