Hye people.
Long time no see. Nampak macam dah lama tak post entry kat sini.
Mmg pun. Saya dah pindah ke blog baru.
http://intansafinaz.blogspot.com
Sesiapa yang nak link, dipersilakan.
Sorry for kesusahpayahan anda.
Love
-Safinaz-
Monday, October 13, 2008
Friday, August 8, 2008
thatNIGHT
CAUTION!
ppl who not there. u'll find some difficulties to understand this post.
that night
night of ......
damn it, i cant say the words!
started with two so-called tradpornitional dancers.
night which i was force to go against my will
night of hatred.
night of un-pro attitude
on my side,
i was wrong for reserving few roles of seat for my friends who happen to be late.
totally un-pro because i believe in first come first serve basis.
tapi ko tak payah arr nak buat muka, nak mengata depan aku..totally un-pro on your side.
Just say it to my face, im a big girl..i can take it.
Another thing,
tak payah la tamak sangat, sells according to seats la. again, very un-pro on your side.
to other "people",
dont hurt her
dont be selfish
just be professional!
ppl who not there. u'll find some difficulties to understand this post.
that night
night of ......
damn it, i cant say the words!
started with two so-called tradpornitional dancers.
night which i was force to go against my will
night of hatred.
night of un-pro attitude
on my side,
i was wrong for reserving few roles of seat for my friends who happen to be late.
totally un-pro because i believe in first come first serve basis.
tapi ko tak payah arr nak buat muka, nak mengata depan aku..totally un-pro on your side.
Just say it to my face, im a big girl..i can take it.
Another thing,
tak payah la tamak sangat, sells according to seats la. again, very un-pro on your side.
to other "people",
dont hurt her
dont be selfish
just be professional!
Friday, August 1, 2008
Thursday, July 31, 2008
Bon Voyage!
Gooddye!
I just want to wish a good journey to all ALSA M'sia reps to Bangkok for the forum. Esp. from UKM, like McDilla, Witter, Shalini, Yeoh, Cda, kak Mimi, Choy, Dom, Shafique, and the rest yang rock2 belaka. Hope you guys got the Best Delegates-title there.
last words from me, all the best and take care!
I just want to wish a good journey to all ALSA M'sia reps to Bangkok for the forum. Esp. from UKM, like McDilla, Witter, Shalini, Yeoh, Cda, kak Mimi, Choy, Dom, Shafique, and the rest yang rock2 belaka. Hope you guys got the Best Delegates-title there.
last words from me, all the best and take care!
Update La!
Got a lot of thing to story ya but I need to susun my words la. It's all about:
- the Sex and The City movie
- the bad days
- the feelings
- the AFW 258
- the Elle Woods
which one to start first pun aku tak tau. Tapi Layan je-laa.
- the Sex and The City movie
- the bad days
- the feelings
- the AFW 258
- the Elle Woods
which one to start first pun aku tak tau. Tapi Layan je-laa.
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
I see the glass half-full, not half-empty
Howdy people!
Today, I woke up very early coz results are out. Cheerio, though I didn’t know what’s mine.
I checked my result. Not as predicted but some is, like ILS. *tersengih*
Frankly, no DL but I’m still can live with it. By live, I meant when people ask, I don’t feel shame to answer.
I couldn’t help but wondered about one thing. I’ll ask someone about it later.
I’ll do post mortem regarding current result as preparation for nx year. Ceyt, macam financial report pulak.
Mazel tov to seniors who’ll graduate this coming convo. Same to those who happy with their results.
To people of the world, whatever your result are, life must goes on.
I SEE, I CONQUER, I’M LEAVING.
Today, I woke up very early coz results are out. Cheerio, though I didn’t know what’s mine.
I checked my result. Not as predicted but some is, like ILS. *tersengih*
Frankly, no DL but I’m still can live with it. By live, I meant when people ask, I don’t feel shame to answer.
I couldn’t help but wondered about one thing. I’ll ask someone about it later.
I’ll do post mortem regarding current result as preparation for nx year. Ceyt, macam financial report pulak.
Mazel tov to seniors who’ll graduate this coming convo. Same to those who happy with their results.
To people of the world, whatever your result are, life must goes on.
I SEE, I CONQUER, I’M LEAVING.
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
Hop, Skip and a few weeks...
At 1st I was wondered… gal, what's with the silence? I guess I need some times and spaces to lay low with current schedule as a student in her third semester, doing her U2 and U3 univ. compulsory courses plus the so-called internship thing. Not to say that I want to accelerate my studies but the thing is, I just want to free some burden next two semesters. Perhaps so. After all what men and women propose, the God may dispose.
As some ppl may know, just after my final exams, I spent sometimes jalan jalan. I believed that is the reason why I lost my focus to study at the first few weeks. BTW, I’m all alone in my class. I barely know the ppl and I always believe that it ‘ll be the hardest time of my life though I’ve been in the same situations a few time before. So, I kept repeated my affirmation day by day, “You can do this!”- sort of affirmation.
Results are out tomorrow. Crazy huh? Takut yang amatlah. Sejak bila aku takut ni..Of coz la must be afraid, that was a standard answer. If not, ppl’ll say..tak pelah ko terrer..Terror mendenye? Terrorist? Come on, chill out la ppl.. Exam is exam.. It just a measurement to your understanding of the studies but it doesn’t mean you don’t need to study. Tapi paham paham sendiri-lah. Macam yang Nabil cakap, Lu pikir la sendirik.
Nuff ‘bout exams. It’s again..my bad day..i fell down from the motor. Luckily, I didn’t hurt at all. Then, I went to celebrate my body-do-not-hurt celebration at bakery with two hours chit-chatting with my friends. After that, I decided to go back to Zaaba but when I arrived at the parking, It was frustrated that motor’s mirror was broke. Ya Allah, sabar je lah. I had two mirror, the right was broke during my first accident and the left was broke today. What’s left of me, now? My instinct said that someone terlanggar cermin tu. Gal, why blame other people? You had an accident before. Yes I did but I felt on the right side. Before I leave my motor at the park, the mirror still okay. Plus I saw the pieces of mirror besides my motor. I forgot to snap that pic..coz I’m totally frustrated. What else can I say is may my mirror rest in peace.
As some ppl may know, just after my final exams, I spent sometimes jalan jalan. I believed that is the reason why I lost my focus to study at the first few weeks. BTW, I’m all alone in my class. I barely know the ppl and I always believe that it ‘ll be the hardest time of my life though I’ve been in the same situations a few time before. So, I kept repeated my affirmation day by day, “You can do this!”- sort of affirmation.
Results are out tomorrow. Crazy huh? Takut yang amatlah. Sejak bila aku takut ni..Of coz la must be afraid, that was a standard answer. If not, ppl’ll say..tak pelah ko terrer..Terror mendenye? Terrorist? Come on, chill out la ppl.. Exam is exam.. It just a measurement to your understanding of the studies but it doesn’t mean you don’t need to study. Tapi paham paham sendiri-lah. Macam yang Nabil cakap, Lu pikir la sendirik.
Nuff ‘bout exams. It’s again..my bad day..i fell down from the motor. Luckily, I didn’t hurt at all. Then, I went to celebrate my body-do-not-hurt celebration at bakery with two hours chit-chatting with my friends. After that, I decided to go back to Zaaba but when I arrived at the parking, It was frustrated that motor’s mirror was broke. Ya Allah, sabar je lah. I had two mirror, the right was broke during my first accident and the left was broke today. What’s left of me, now? My instinct said that someone terlanggar cermin tu. Gal, why blame other people? You had an accident before. Yes I did but I felt on the right side. Before I leave my motor at the park, the mirror still okay. Plus I saw the pieces of mirror besides my motor. I forgot to snap that pic..coz I’m totally frustrated. What else can I say is may my mirror rest in peace.
Monday, May 26, 2008
Thank You For Helping Me
Sepanjang beberapa bulan menjadi motorcycler, ada dua keadaan dimana aku semacam lost dan tak tau nak buat ape. Seperti yang diketahui oleh mereka yang mengetahui, my loved one tu memang berat. Agak susah untuk tongkat dua seorang diri..as for me la..it need two person to do it. So, when its been trapped among other motorcycles at the parking near the ptsl. I kinda pissed off. and pissed off again. Dan ketika aku bersusah payah menjadi seorang independant woman..adalah seorang male student menolong aku dikala yang lain sekadar me-no-ng sah-ja. huhh...thanks to him..yang tidak diketahui namanya. Thanks again.
Second situation happens at petronas sek 3. Bila aku gagal mengisi angin motor. huhuhuh. I said to those who used to be there, "boleh tolong tak, tak boleh guna la benda ni.." yeah, absolutely with my thick face. First to come, a pak cik with his Toyota-whatsoever tried to help though still nothin' happened later but thanks for the effortssss. Really appreciate it.
Second to come, 2 chinese boys..who kinda lost at first but managed to do it few minutes later. Thanks boys..again really appreciate it.
BUT
This Black n White nouvo guy, when i asked for his help, he was ran-away. Man, that's abso-freaking-lutely not gentleman. I remember your face, may be, and never ever forgot it.
Beware coz this Kung Fu Panda is watching ya'..hakhakhak
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
DeJa [v]oo
26 December 2004
# I was 16 back then. Around 9 am, i was on bed reading the Berita Minggu with my breakfast, when i felt my bed was shaking. Damn it..My first thought was...my neighbour pushed the wall. The wall made from bricks..so i re-think-ed, may be not them. My second thought was...OMG, must be the ghost! I kinda freaked out. What the heck, ghost in the morning? So, I was curious but I just lied on the bed. At 12 pm, there were breaking news. It was Tsunami. I just like, what is Tsunami? Then, suddenly people from every corner of the globe knew what is Tsunami. It was sad. Peoples lost family, house, etc. I will cry everytime I listen to the song Suluhkan Sinar and Indonesia Menangis. It was hard to those people but thanks Allah, they were slightly recovered and bounce back from the event.
On March 2005
# It was midnite..Sort of. I was on my bed. Getting ready to sleep when I felt some sort of shaking. My first thought was, it must be ghost. I recite whatever doa my mom taught me. I didnt told my friends about what i felt..but later, i cant stand any longer and i need to find someone to share what i felt. Then, I screamed for my roomate,
"Norm, ko dah tido blum?",
"Blum"
"Ko rasa tak apa yang aku rasa"
"Ha ah"
Then, we both like run-away from our bed and open the door. There were lot of people outside, talked about the same things. Then, someone told us that, it was earthquake somewhere in Indonesia. She heard it from the radio. The next day, we read about it from the paper to confirm it.
19 May 2008
# It was 10 something in the nite. Again, I was on bed reading newspaper. It happens again. The shaking. I was afraid, as matter of fact i was all alone in Zaba. But this time although my first guess was ghost but then i made some clever guess..it must be eartquake somewhere near Malaysia. I had my paper late in the evening so, I knew a lil bit late about the earthquake.
Again in Indonesia. So far, they said no one missing or died.
20 May 2008
# It happens again. The shaking...but this time it had nothing to do with the natural disasters. It was people above my room, they did skipping. Please, do it slowly la sister. This is not a playground. Hehehe..
p/s: It has nothing to do with the title..
# I was 16 back then. Around 9 am, i was on bed reading the Berita Minggu with my breakfast, when i felt my bed was shaking. Damn it..My first thought was...my neighbour pushed the wall. The wall made from bricks..so i re-think-ed, may be not them. My second thought was...OMG, must be the ghost! I kinda freaked out. What the heck, ghost in the morning? So, I was curious but I just lied on the bed. At 12 pm, there were breaking news. It was Tsunami. I just like, what is Tsunami? Then, suddenly people from every corner of the globe knew what is Tsunami. It was sad. Peoples lost family, house, etc. I will cry everytime I listen to the song Suluhkan Sinar and Indonesia Menangis. It was hard to those people but thanks Allah, they were slightly recovered and bounce back from the event.
On March 2005
# It was midnite..Sort of. I was on my bed. Getting ready to sleep when I felt some sort of shaking. My first thought was, it must be ghost. I recite whatever doa my mom taught me. I didnt told my friends about what i felt..but later, i cant stand any longer and i need to find someone to share what i felt. Then, I screamed for my roomate,
"Norm, ko dah tido blum?",
"Blum"
"Ko rasa tak apa yang aku rasa"
"Ha ah"
Then, we both like run-away from our bed and open the door. There were lot of people outside, talked about the same things. Then, someone told us that, it was earthquake somewhere in Indonesia. She heard it from the radio. The next day, we read about it from the paper to confirm it.
19 May 2008
# It was 10 something in the nite. Again, I was on bed reading newspaper. It happens again. The shaking. I was afraid, as matter of fact i was all alone in Zaba. But this time although my first guess was ghost but then i made some clever guess..it must be eartquake somewhere near Malaysia. I had my paper late in the evening so, I knew a lil bit late about the earthquake.
Again in Indonesia. So far, they said no one missing or died.
20 May 2008
# It happens again. The shaking...but this time it had nothing to do with the natural disasters. It was people above my room, they did skipping. Please, do it slowly la sister. This is not a playground. Hehehe..
p/s: It has nothing to do with the title..
Monday, May 19, 2008
kesedaran sivik
Semalam. On my way back to UKM, when the train stop at Kajang, ada-lah sorang uncle ni nak turun. He's blind. Biasalah weekends of coz la, jalan ke pintu kuar ,memang sesak. Tetiba je ada sorang manusia, if we still can call him manusia, bising bising time uncle tu nak lalu, pas tu dia pukul belakang uncle tu. Aiyo man, dengan orang buta pun ko nak cari pasal, kalau nak tunjuk LAGAK BODOH kau tu, carilah yang setara. Ni dengan orang buta, tak de otak kot. Memalukan betul la.
Thursday, May 8, 2008
bon jour, it's me!
Kawan Kawan,
Inilah aku..
This is the way I talked, The way I walked
Kalau kau tak boleh terima,
bukan salah aku
bukan salah kau juga
salah alif ya ga wau kita
The Law Leaves Much Room For Interpretation
It leaves thousand ways on how to interprete law
but abso-fucking -lutely not me
I cant tell you how to understand me
I cant teach you how to interprete my words
I just can hope you dont misinterprete me
But you did excellently misinterprete me
All i can do is
be professional
like nothing happen between us
because I like you, my goods and bad days
let's smile
for the littlest torn happen to us
it just torn on a bumpy road
but we still get each other
still
Inilah aku..
This is the way I talked, The way I walked
Kalau kau tak boleh terima,
bukan salah aku
bukan salah kau juga
salah alif ya ga wau kita
The Law Leaves Much Room For Interpretation
It leaves thousand ways on how to interprete law
but abso-fucking -lutely not me
I cant tell you how to understand me
I cant teach you how to interprete my words
I just can hope you dont misinterprete me
But you did excellently misinterprete me
All i can do is
be professional
like nothing happen between us
because I like you, my goods and bad days
let's smile
for the littlest torn happen to us
it just torn on a bumpy road
but we still get each other
still
Catatanku
30th April
Biking to Putrajaya. Went to Alamanda, watched Congkak.
Biking to Putrajaya. Went to Alamanda, watched Congkak.
1st May
Labour Day, treated my friend for lunch at KFC. Went to Hentian Kajang, surveyed for ticket to Genting.
3rd May
Went to Kajang, treated my friend for lunch at PIZZA HUT. Surveyed for hard disk drive. Nothing cool. Bumped into Nike Mary-Jane which is cool but unaffordable. Tried fish-treatment-for-foot for the first time at FISHO. Burnt my money at Speedy for DVDs. Lost my ATM card but later found it at Canselori unfortunately had been blocked. Dear Drag Queen a.k.a Unauthorised 007, i might lost an atm card but not yet bankcrupt. So dont pity lebih-lebih for me, keep some to yourselves. Call me bad for saying this, like I care for this shitty. BTW, actually, I less favour for that skanky-lemb** to join, but what to do. You guys like it. I'm bad for mentioned this, karma's waiting for me..im dead.
4th May
Hujung semester cam sekarang ni-lah masa ramai orang yang kemas bilik. Aku pun sama. Bengang juga la coz banyak benda nak buat. Dalam busy busy tu, sempatlah jugak flashback back issue of Cosmo. Suddenly, I stopped at this page which called 'his point of view'. How to look for Miss Perfect. huh..dasar male-chauvanists, cermin la diri dulu, nak yang perfect tapi diri sendiri dah perfect kerk? Antaranya la kan:-
1) Saya nak seseorang yang tahu masak makanan kegemaran saya-Isal
Hello! Beli jelah kat luar...or nak seseorang yang tahu masak makanan kegemaran ko? Amik maid je-la..huh..
2) Saya nak si dia yang boleh buat saya tersenyum kalau saya bermurung.- Zaki
Grow up la...macam budak budak. Tak boleh senyum sendiri ke? Be professional ok? Dasar lelaki emo!
Banyak lagi tapi malasla nak comment banyak banyak. Buat sakit otak je..Nak perfect jer tapi diri sendiri cam ....... .
BTW, kenapa lelaki sekarang ni banyak yang bercita cita nak jadi perempuan? Aku boleh tahan lagi kalau setakat yang tahu semua jenis designer-label. I wont call you a gay but guy with make-up? make up? Ewww..may be exemption boleh diberikan pada mereka yang berlakon. They've no choice, it's a matter of lightning. Be a man. dah la...sutera dan emas yang dihadiahkan khas untuk perempuan, korang nak take-over, Ni make up pun nak take over gak. Aiyo, what's left of us? Aku bising bising kat sini pun tak de makna gak...lantak la diaorang nak pakai make-up tapi kalau boleh la kan, tapi pakai la elok elok.. kalau tak buruk nampaknya! huh. Even Heidi Klum pun tak suka lelaki ber-make up, apatah lagi aku.
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
Grrr..eat Expectation!
I was wondering, if we got low marks for our test etc, does it means we are stupid? what constitutes stupid? Low marks? Bad job? Who draws guidelines for what is stupid? I was lil bit down when I saw my marks for ILS. I got 9/20.Is it a karma for me or something? I asked the same question to my friend. She said that, it is something to do with our people mindset. Yeah, I agreed. High marks=winner, failure=loser. That's the yardstick.
I met a lot of people who've bad results but turned to be a think tank. Want names? Can but it's a matter of confidential-la. I'll tell you if you meet me in person.
So, if that is peoples expectation over us? Should we live to that level? What about our feeling and right to be what we want to be? For me, I think we should not worry about what people said, there's a lot of important things we should pay attention. Believe me, a bunch of words won't hurt you.
-Call him putz,call him schmuck, but he might know life better than yours..-
I met a lot of people who've bad results but turned to be a think tank. Want names? Can but it's a matter of confidential-la. I'll tell you if you meet me in person.
So, if that is peoples expectation over us? Should we live to that level? What about our feeling and right to be what we want to be? For me, I think we should not worry about what people said, there's a lot of important things we should pay attention. Believe me, a bunch of words won't hurt you.
-Call him putz,call him schmuck, but he might know life better than yours..-
Sunday, April 27, 2008
Coffee-Cafeine-Coffin Princess?
Be Happy For Today's Sunny Day.
Be aware of this moaning call.
Currently, it seems like I didn't have enough time to sleep and i'm happy for that. Usually, I will sleep for 6-7 hours. And now, i need to cut some time spent to sleep for the last minute preparation for these coming papers..law paper to be exact.
zzzZZZZzzz...opss sorry...
Before this, I used to hate coffee but these days, it seems like i can see the beauty of coffee...because it makes me still *standing* for hours without enough rest.
I would to take this opportunity to apologize to my body for their *hard work*. I'll promise it'll end soon..
GTG, my coffee is waiting for me...slurppp
Be aware of this moaning call.
Currently, it seems like I didn't have enough time to sleep and i'm happy for that. Usually, I will sleep for 6-7 hours. And now, i need to cut some time spent to sleep for the last minute preparation for these coming papers..law paper to be exact.
zzzZZZZzzz...opss sorry...
Before this, I used to hate coffee but these days, it seems like i can see the beauty of coffee...because it makes me still *standing* for hours without enough rest.
I would to take this opportunity to apologize to my body for their *hard work*. I'll promise it'll end soon..
GTG, my coffee is waiting for me...slurppp
Saturday, April 26, 2008
Degree's just fine with me. *smile*
Point taken. No wonder I'm still being eligible bachelorette. Rupanya, I just concentrate too much on my PhD. *LOL*
You Have Your PhD in Men |
 You understand men almost better than anyone. You accept that guys are very different, and you read signals well. Work what you know about men, and your relationships will be blissful. |
me ain't perfect, so do you. exclamation point.
I hate rejection.
Who wouldn't?
It hurts me very much.
But no biggie
Cause I believe
If I care very much in it..
I'll go nowhere.
It's not enough people alienated me
Now I'll alienating myself
I should said
Rejection is littlest thing
ever happen to me
*smile*
Let people rejects me
I wont do the same thing
It uber-cruel
plus I believe in Karma
*grins*
p/s: this entry was inspired by lily allen and sex and the city.
Entry ini ditulis when she doesn't reply my question. Aye, I was invisible to her. I did blogthings, invisiblity is my power. So, it seems she ignored me coz im powerful.*positive-thinking*
Friday, April 25, 2008
Nasihatilah aku..wassini
Aku tak sempurna
nasihatilah aku
Aku tak matang
nasihatilah aku
tapi nasihatilah diri kau dulu
sebelum menasihati aku
supaya senang aku menerima nasihat kau itu
-poem from a beginner, Schaghinach Slumberock-
nasihatilah aku
Aku tak matang
nasihatilah aku
tapi nasihatilah diri kau dulu
sebelum menasihati aku
supaya senang aku menerima nasihat kau itu
-poem from a beginner, Schaghinach Slumberock-
Thursday, April 24, 2008
Bingung & Bengang
Esok aku exam TITAS.
Dan sekarang aku tengah bingung.
Aku benci kalau aku bingung.
Tapi aku lagi benci kalau aku bengang.
They said picture worth a thousand words.
I hope you will know what these picx below mean.
PIC #1
BE PROFESSIONAL, PLEASE.
I'll bet if you're in my situation high skool, you'll appreciate your friends better now. Life's short, just grow up plus lil bit lighten up, pal. You'll be fine.
PIC #2
I'M INNOCENT.PERIOD.
I DONT CARE WHAT YOU THINK OF ME. PERIOD.
TAKE NOTE OF THAT, MISS ALWAYS RIGHT! PERIOD.
*CRISIS AVERTED*
Dan sekarang aku tengah bingung.
Aku benci kalau aku bingung.
Tapi aku lagi benci kalau aku bengang.
They said picture worth a thousand words.
I hope you will know what these picx below mean.
PIC #1
BE PROFESSIONAL, PLEASE.
I'll bet if you're in my situation high skool, you'll appreciate your friends better now. Life's short, just grow up plus lil bit lighten up, pal. You'll be fine.
PIC #2
I'M INNOCENT.PERIOD.
I DONT CARE WHAT YOU THINK OF ME. PERIOD.
TAKE NOTE OF THAT, MISS ALWAYS RIGHT! PERIOD.
*CRISIS AVERTED*
Monday, April 21, 2008
What is mine?
| You Are Most Like Charlotte! |
 You've been hurt before, but that hasn't caused you to give up on love. If anything, your resolve to fall in love is stronger than ever. And it's this feminine optimism that men find most appealing about you. Romantic prediction: That guy you are seeing (or crushing on)? Could be very serious - if you play your cards right! |
http://www.blogthings.com/whichsexandthecityvixenareyouquiz/">Which Sex and the City Vixen Are You?
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
LOL
Hahaha..I cant stop laughing and smiling since yesterday...It was so funny...when my friend asked me to accompany he to WARTA.
She: Girl, ada skuad Avanza ERA dekat Petronas. Wanna stop by?
Me: Ok, It's up to you.
So, we stopped by. Not so crowded. The man just want to ask Questions to give away 4 KFC coupon worth approximately RM4O.. I wasnt care at first but a few minutes later, i became lil bit energetic.
The man: Do answer my question, who is this man( referring to the old man in the KFC coupons)?
Me: Colonel Sanders
The Man: Wrong, almost correct. Anyone else?
What %*&&)_*(& ? I lived for 20 years believe that he's Colonel Sanders. Im blushing because of the humiliation...damn blushing. But no biggie, life must goes on. I believed other people there also want to answer Colonel Sanders because at first there's a lot of people want to try, but after my answer was wrong, suddenly no one wanna try.
The Man: Ok, Let's make it like this. Do check your credit, if prepaid..who is her/his credit is near to RM10.33?
Other woman: RM 7 something
The man: Anyone else?
Me: RM 9.77
The man: Anyone else? RM 9.77 one, RM 9.77 two, RM 9.77 three. The coupons is hers.
Me: yippie...
The man: Next four coupons is for the lucky person, which her/his credit end today?
Other woman II: Me
Me to my friend: Say it loud, yours end today
She: Bro, mine!!mine!!
Other woman II: Owh No, Mine end 14 of May, not April
She: Bro, take mine.
The man: (Referring to me) Geng dia gak.
The man: Anyone else? No?
The man: It hers.
Yay....We got RM 80 of KFC coupons..and we spend RM20 at WARTA. For the first time in this year, I felt LUCKY. It was my first time bumped into such thing..
Itu je nak citer,....
She: Girl, ada skuad Avanza ERA dekat Petronas. Wanna stop by?
Me: Ok, It's up to you.
So, we stopped by. Not so crowded. The man just want to ask Questions to give away 4 KFC coupon worth approximately RM4O.. I wasnt care at first but a few minutes later, i became lil bit energetic.
The man: Do answer my question, who is this man( referring to the old man in the KFC coupons)?
Me: Colonel Sanders
The Man: Wrong, almost correct. Anyone else?
What %*&&)_*(& ? I lived for 20 years believe that he's Colonel Sanders. Im blushing because of the humiliation...damn blushing. But no biggie, life must goes on. I believed other people there also want to answer Colonel Sanders because at first there's a lot of people want to try, but after my answer was wrong, suddenly no one wanna try.
The Man: Ok, Let's make it like this. Do check your credit, if prepaid..who is her/his credit is near to RM10.33?
Other woman: RM 7 something
The man: Anyone else?
Me: RM 9.77
The man: Anyone else? RM 9.77 one, RM 9.77 two, RM 9.77 three. The coupons is hers.
Me: yippie...
The man: Next four coupons is for the lucky person, which her/his credit end today?
Other woman II: Me
Me to my friend: Say it loud, yours end today
She: Bro, mine!!mine!!
Other woman II: Owh No, Mine end 14 of May, not April
She: Bro, take mine.
The man: (Referring to me) Geng dia gak.
The man: Anyone else? No?
The man: It hers.
Yay....We got RM 80 of KFC coupons..and we spend RM20 at WARTA. For the first time in this year, I felt LUCKY. It was my first time bumped into such thing..
Itu je nak citer,....
Saturday, April 12, 2008
To Busybody or Not To Busybody
I was confused, when is the time we should interfere or not with someone businesses. People are different. There are people who like their friends to be kepoh-chi (if the spelling is right) and there are some who draws line to the thing called privacy.
On April 2007, I had it clear to myself..no more busybody..let other people with their business. It was me until there is a lawyer, I didnt remember his name, he told us to be busybody because as a lawyer, there might be advantages for being busybody. Since then, I have been a busybody but not so obvious.
Time passed by, Im failed to be a good busybody. And there is a girl. I dont want to interfere with her private life. Suddenly, I was punished for not interfere in her life. Then, there is a person who interfere in her life. Suddenly, the person has been punished too. Can someone tell me, should we or shouldnt we be busybody?
I am absolutely and officially confused.
Sunday, April 6, 2008
Equality & No Discrimination
I wrote this entry in my dark room, after I recovered from my super-sucxs ILS presentation.
After a few minutes of depression, aku membuat keputusan untuk mengisi minyak motor yang hampir kehabisan walaupun aku sedari awan awan akan memuntahkan hujan. Tapi aku teruskan juga perjalanan aku ke destinasiku. Hujan dah pun turun selepas aku melepasi pagar ketiga UKM tapi tidaklah selebat semasa aku bertolak pulang ke UKM dari Petronas. Ada jugak aku terfikir nak berhenti bagi hujan reda sikit tapi kaki aku terasa berat untuk menekan brek, dan mungkin juga sebab aku keliru dan tak tahu dimana harus aku berhenti lalu aku pun teruskan perjalanan. Bukan setakat dijalan raya saja bahkan dalam daily life aku pun susah nak membuat keputusan....Rupa-rupanya, susah jugak nak naik motor dalam hujan lebat macam ni. Sakit muka aku kena hujan, mata pun tak boleh nak bukak..Baju, beg aku semua officially basah. Terfikir pulak aku, I've the protection (baju hujan) but I didnt use it. Same in the reality, sometimes we didnt realize that we do have protection. Thanks Allah, I have a good safety net to catch and save me from such heartbroken and depression situation which will almost leads me to lost my faith.
Everyone have their own bad day or should i say bad daysss. When I said everyone, I meant everyone..It's me, It's you, and It's even the world most richest, prettiest or clever people. But why certain people can manage their bad dayss well than the others. Aku nak sentuh sikit pasal Sufiah Yusuf. A girl that I admired when I was 9. I even said, how lucky she is. Tapi sekarang ni, lihatlah apa yang terjadi pada dia. Is it her fault? i have no answer. I assume she's facing her bad dayss now. Aku bukan orang yang layak untuk judge dia.
Tapi apa yang aku persoalkan disini, berapa banyak girl yang understressed macam dia dekat Malaysia ni, a lot...including me. Tapi ada orang kisah? Ada orang nak hantar bantuan? Misi selamatkan Sufiah is good but kat lorong lorong gelap kat KL, JB, Ipoh..berapa banyak budak Melayu Islam yang jadi GRO, Escort Girl, Call Girl etc...Ada orang buat misi selamatkan diaorang? Diaorang yang memegang kerakyatan Malaysia lagi. Sufiah tu warganegara British. Aku tak halang diaorang selamatkan Sufiah. Selamatkanlah selagi mampu. Tapi benda yang sama harus dibuat pada semua yang mengalami keadaan yang sama dengannya. Biarlah adil..Jangan diskriminasikan mereka ni hanya disebabkan mereka tak masuk Oxford at 13.
Thursday, April 3, 2008
ThE tHinGs I huRt Coz OF U
This is what I want to say to you.
Please dont interrupt during my presentation.
Do it if I ask you only.
Please dont ask me to stop during my presentation.
I will stop when the time is coming.
Please dont say "GOOD JOB" after we're finish
Because I know its not that GOOD
Please Please Please...realize that....
Please dont interrupt during my presentation.
Do it if I ask you only.
Please dont ask me to stop during my presentation.
I will stop when the time is coming.
Please dont say "GOOD JOB" after we're finish
Because I know its not that GOOD
Please Please Please...realize that....
Saturday, March 29, 2008
My Life as a Teenage Law Student
(Ni-lah journal yang terakhir aku hantar untuk evaluation..saja nak published)
This is my last entry for my journal, therefore I was quite excited to think about what should I write for this time. At last, I came out with an idea which is to write about my first four months being a law student in Universiti Kebangsaan Malaysia. Life was not easy during the earlier weeks because there were a lot of cases to read, thick books to finish but I am able to go through all such thing with helps from my senior and my friends. Beside that, I have to struggle with my self-confidence, whether I can be a good lawyer? Once, my friend told me that potential law student read books by John Grisham. I don’t read books by John Grisham, does it make me as non-potential law student? I’ve bought one but I can’t finish read it. So, I try to change my method in learning the law by bought DVDs. So far, I’ve own Law & Order DVD collection, Devil’s Advocate, The Chamber, Legally Blonde, Primal Fear and so on. It costs me a lot but it is worthwhile. I learnt how to think like a lawyer, the meaning of some legal jargon, English proficiency by help of the subtitles and so on. Sometimes if I was ended up being boring reading all thick books, I kept repeated the DVDs to get some inspirations.
Some said life as a law student is boring. Yes, it is if you don’t do other thing other than stuck with the cases and law books. There are lots of thing to do, as for me I joined the Asian Law Student Association as a member of the Sponsorship Secretariat to find sponsors for the Law Students Conference next year. I did telemarketing, I called the law firms, I went out to have an appointment and at last I’m able to get a sponsor. It was fun as I get the chance to learn new things. Other than that, I participated in every clinic or talk organized by the Perundang. For example, currently I attended the Client Counseling Clinic and later participated in the UKM Internal Round. Even though my team did not win the competition but my aim is to learn. I enjoyed each thing that has been organized by the Perundang. Besides that, I also have fun by being a member of Kelab Penyayang, Rakan Muda, Urusetia Kerjaya and United Nation Club. These clubs help me to think out of the “legal” box and offered me a lot of experience through their activities.
After four months being in UKM, now I get used to everything I went through, sleep late at night, wake up early in the morning, skip my lunch time and carried my heavy notebook everywhere I go. Apart from that, I’m trying my best to get over the transport problem. It is the only thing that still not changed. After all, other things are all right with me. I believe that not everyone has the chance to further studies. Therefore, I would not let such thing like transport problems worried my mind. I got better job to do such as fill up myself with up-to-date information, be brave enough to make mistake and learn from it. Last but not least, perhaps I can take this opportunity to thank my English for Law lecturer, Mdm. Sitha K for being so supportive in assists me to understand this subject and I really appreciate her efforts.
This is my last entry for my journal, therefore I was quite excited to think about what should I write for this time. At last, I came out with an idea which is to write about my first four months being a law student in Universiti Kebangsaan Malaysia. Life was not easy during the earlier weeks because there were a lot of cases to read, thick books to finish but I am able to go through all such thing with helps from my senior and my friends. Beside that, I have to struggle with my self-confidence, whether I can be a good lawyer? Once, my friend told me that potential law student read books by John Grisham. I don’t read books by John Grisham, does it make me as non-potential law student? I’ve bought one but I can’t finish read it. So, I try to change my method in learning the law by bought DVDs. So far, I’ve own Law & Order DVD collection, Devil’s Advocate, The Chamber, Legally Blonde, Primal Fear and so on. It costs me a lot but it is worthwhile. I learnt how to think like a lawyer, the meaning of some legal jargon, English proficiency by help of the subtitles and so on. Sometimes if I was ended up being boring reading all thick books, I kept repeated the DVDs to get some inspirations.
Some said life as a law student is boring. Yes, it is if you don’t do other thing other than stuck with the cases and law books. There are lots of thing to do, as for me I joined the Asian Law Student Association as a member of the Sponsorship Secretariat to find sponsors for the Law Students Conference next year. I did telemarketing, I called the law firms, I went out to have an appointment and at last I’m able to get a sponsor. It was fun as I get the chance to learn new things. Other than that, I participated in every clinic or talk organized by the Perundang. For example, currently I attended the Client Counseling Clinic and later participated in the UKM Internal Round. Even though my team did not win the competition but my aim is to learn. I enjoyed each thing that has been organized by the Perundang. Besides that, I also have fun by being a member of Kelab Penyayang, Rakan Muda, Urusetia Kerjaya and United Nation Club. These clubs help me to think out of the “legal” box and offered me a lot of experience through their activities.
After four months being in UKM, now I get used to everything I went through, sleep late at night, wake up early in the morning, skip my lunch time and carried my heavy notebook everywhere I go. Apart from that, I’m trying my best to get over the transport problem. It is the only thing that still not changed. After all, other things are all right with me. I believe that not everyone has the chance to further studies. Therefore, I would not let such thing like transport problems worried my mind. I got better job to do such as fill up myself with up-to-date information, be brave enough to make mistake and learn from it. Last but not least, perhaps I can take this opportunity to thank my English for Law lecturer, Mdm. Sitha K for being so supportive in assists me to understand this subject and I really appreciate her efforts.
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Quotes dari Relationship Expert, Carrie Bradshaw,
“We're aware as smart, single women that we can’t expect perfection but life still manage to throw us curve balls. Maybe once you’re into your mid 30, it shouldn’t be called dating. It should be called waiting the other shoe to drop.”
My question is what happens when there is no shoe at all?
What should you do when the shoe do not fits you?
I think I should calm down because I am not 30 yet..may be when the time is coming, I’ll be freak out!!!
“We're aware as smart, single women that we can’t expect perfection but life still manage to throw us curve balls. Maybe once you’re into your mid 30, it shouldn’t be called dating. It should be called waiting the other shoe to drop.”
My question is what happens when there is no shoe at all?
What should you do when the shoe do not fits you?
I think I should calm down because I am not 30 yet..may be when the time is coming, I’ll be freak out!!!
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
Bad Daysss
Dalam suku pertama tahun 2008 ni, apa yang aku boleh simpulkan ialah banyak benda yang berlaku pada aku..especially negative one, yang mana antaranya ialah;
- kehilangan handphone Nokia 6070 + kredit + iTalk, hilang di sebuah hotel yang berdekatan dengan Hospital Kajang.
- kehilangan sosej berkeju yang disimpan dalam peti sejuk blok asrama F.
- Accident di selekoh menuju ke Fakulti.
- Kehilangan buku Speech by the Great Leaders yang dibeli di Times KLCC dan berharga RM80 di Bilik Tayangan.
- Pembentangan Individu yang teruk di Dewan Kuliah
- Kehilangan Scallop Ayam dan Patti Ayam yang disimpan dalam freeze kat blok asrama E.
- Kegagalan Celcom Broadband untuk berfungsi dengan baik bernilai RM301. (Dah anta email kat dia tapi no reply)
- Datang kelas ARAB yang cancel dan kosong tanpa diberitahu 25 orang classmates yang lain bahawa kelas batal.
- ...apa lagi..? cukup aku down..
Sunday, March 23, 2008
FriEnDs & ThE CiTy
There is one time when I really upset with my friend. They asked why im not joining my other friend to lunch and so on. Frankly speaking, it make me fed up with such question. I believe that it's up to me to go anywhere with anyone i like. It's not other people's biz. Cant I minggle with those I want? Until now, it already 24h i didnt talk to her. Didnt response to her action. I really want to tell her that I dont her or her friend to ask the same question anymore. But if possible, I really want them to realize it by theirselves because I really angry with them. I feel like I dont want to meet her anymore but suddenly it changes..When my supportive and Charlotte-look-like friend, FARA presents her English Presentation with the title, WHEN A FRIEND LET YOU DOWN. I know for months about the topic but it dont attract me so much until she presents it in front with me together with her slides. And now, I already know how to manage my disappointment..I'm going to to give my friend a second chance because everybody makes mistake and because I love her. I cant forget her kindness to me despite what she did to me.
Welcome to the city of reality, where peoples are the actors of different character. Where backstabbing is allowed and practiced in here. Please be ready to be hurt and happy at the same time. Im not saying all the BFFs are devil from hell. But some is. Abso-fu**ing-lutely. Frankly speaking, I enjoyed my friendship during my days at UITM. A time where money cant buys. Until now, I still have it.
This is the other story of my friend when he received a cert during a ceremony when I stood up beside the Nelson's waiting my waffle to be fill up membuatkan aku tersentap. What's worth more than qualification of an application? Am i going to give up my waffle for it? Why not? I need to do something...but only after I get my waffle. Speaking of food, I've my friend asked, dont we, girls ever felt guilty eating late at night? Dont you girls afraid being fat? Screwed fat! I have lots of answer in my mind..but i dont know which one i should use..which make me being speechless..letting the question gone without answers.
This is another story of my buddy who refuse to take a ride with me. Is it because of the accident? This is why I hate to tell people about my accident. It makes people lose confident in you which i dont want it to happen. If the answer is it not classy enough ..then I dont have any other reply beside than..whatever..
I hate it when my friend said she's not that kind of gal. Oh please! Is it just because I asked my money back, suddenly I become a trash. Please dont repeat that words again. im not responsible with your expensive lunch. You choose to spend that much of money for one lunch. Some people just need to work and some people are lucky for not.
After all, please dont judge. The above is just what I Feel.
Welcome to the city of reality, where peoples are the actors of different character. Where backstabbing is allowed and practiced in here. Please be ready to be hurt and happy at the same time. Im not saying all the BFFs are devil from hell. But some is. Abso-fu**ing-lutely. Frankly speaking, I enjoyed my friendship during my days at UITM. A time where money cant buys. Until now, I still have it.
This is the other story of my friend when he received a cert during a ceremony when I stood up beside the Nelson's waiting my waffle to be fill up membuatkan aku tersentap. What's worth more than qualification of an application? Am i going to give up my waffle for it? Why not? I need to do something...but only after I get my waffle. Speaking of food, I've my friend asked, dont we, girls ever felt guilty eating late at night? Dont you girls afraid being fat? Screwed fat! I have lots of answer in my mind..but i dont know which one i should use..which make me being speechless..letting the question gone without answers.
This is another story of my buddy who refuse to take a ride with me. Is it because of the accident? This is why I hate to tell people about my accident. It makes people lose confident in you which i dont want it to happen. If the answer is it not classy enough ..then I dont have any other reply beside than..whatever..
I hate it when my friend said she's not that kind of gal. Oh please! Is it just because I asked my money back, suddenly I become a trash. Please dont repeat that words again. im not responsible with your expensive lunch. You choose to spend that much of money for one lunch. Some people just need to work and some people are lucky for not.
After all, please dont judge. The above is just what I Feel.
Thursday, February 28, 2008
LoVe LiKe ThiS- NaTaSha BeddingfielD
[Natasha:]
Oh?br> Never find a love like this
Oh?br> Never find a love like this
We go back so far,
swingin in your back yard,
all the things that we used to do
We were cool back in high school
ooh I really liked you,
must have been your attitude.
That's why you keep on runnin
in and out of my mind.
As the years they'll roll by,
Baby, now I know why
I keep comin back to you.
You're the only one that knows me,
love it when you hold me,
never find a love like this
Let me hear you say
now I'll never be lonely,
look at what you've shown me,
never find a love like this
Well this life tried to keep us apart
you keep callin me back to your heart
Let me hear you say
arent you glad you found me,
wrap you all around me,
never find a love like this.
All the guys tried to take me,
you're the one who saved me,
I feel like I owe you my life.
And as strange as it may seem,
I'll go if you take me
home and lent to sacrifice.
That's why you keep on runnin
in and out of my mind.
As the years, they'll roll by,
it's not hard to know why
I keep comin' back to you.
You're the only one that knows me,
love it when you hold me,
never find a love like this
Let me hear you say
Now I'll never be lonely,
look at what you抳e shown me,
never find a love like this.
Cause this life tried to keep us apart,
you keep calling me back to your heart.
Let me hear you say,
aren't you glad you found me,
wrap you all around me,
never find a love like this.
[Sean Kingston:]
May never find a love, love, love a love like this,
that still make me think about my middle school kiss.
I sit here in this chair and I wish
for you not to leave me now.
My friends they always told me
not to make you my wifey,
man they was putting you down.
And now they see we rollin,
me and you, we strollin,
they don't wanna come around.
[Natasha:]
Let me hear you say,
you're the only one that knows me,
love it when you hold me,
never find a love like this.
Let me hear you say,
now I'll never be lonely,
look at what you've shown me,
never find a love like this.
When this life tries to keep us apart,
you keep callin me back to your heart.
Let me hear you say,
I'm so glad you found me,
wrap you all around me,
never find a love like this,
Oh?Never find a love like this?br> When this life tried to keep us apart,
you keep callin me back to your heart,
Let me hear you say,
Oh?Never find a love like this.
Oh?Never find a love like this
Moving Forward with P
Hari ni aku amik test lesen. Banyak supports yang aku terima..hehe..thank you friends..Miss B siap kata better aku pass and if not rugi je aku ponteng kelas. tersentap aku..hehe..tapi betul gak, kalau fail, jenuh nak balik lagi..hehe..yeyey dah ade lesen....syoknya...hari ni, sementelah baper lama dia tak online dihadapan aku, tetibe lak dia online, ajaib sungguh. Siapakah dia? Adalah..hehe..Esok dah nak balik UKM..bas kul 830pg..sekarang nak tido dulu, esok kene bangun awal.
Friday, February 22, 2008
Macam-macam
Memang dah lama aku tak update blog aku ni. Perhaps lepas aku dah subscribe Celcom Broadband, boleh la aku actively update my blog. Aku nak sangat tulis pasal ALSiC tapi aku akan tulis kemudian sebab sekarang ni aku pun tengah cari proper words to explain how happy i am for being part of the Alsic. Thank Allah for the chances you gave to me. Just now, when I called my friend, she told me that my paperwork has been ...... nicely rejected (if it's the words). The lecturer told me that she dont like my paperwork coz the topic i chose a lil bit heavy. I'm quite..totally upset actually. What should I do? Change the topic or defense my topic eventhough what she said is true. Aku memang marah tapi aku lepaskan kemarahan aku tu pada benda lain...MAKAN..Aku makan lima ketul ayam AYAMAS plus dua ketul telur goreng..without felt guilty. Biarlah..Okay-lah..esok aku nak balik tapi barang semua tak kemas lagi..lepas ni aku nak search dalam CLEO..tengok tengok ada tak topik yang aku boleh buat sebagai back up if my first topic is officially rejected.. Get to go..
AKu Selalu Terima Mesej Forward yang ckp Sila REply kAlo anDa sayanG kawan Anda...ToLONGlah...Kalau Kite Sayang kawan kita..tak payah la nak bg mesej forward tu..buat menyemak inbox kawan kite je..Kalau sayang kawan kita tu..call atau mesej la tanya kabar dia...lagipun dengan XPaX Universiti...hanya 15 sen per min panggilan dari celcom ke sumer rangkaian...merepek...Tolong-lah hentikan msg sedemikian ataw at least jgn la forward kat saya..tapi kalau msg forward yang mempunyai isi2 penting, ianya amatlah dialu alukan....
hari ni aku balik Kolej. Naik bas..Traffik agak lancar dan kelakar coz jalan di KL agak lenggang..Aku penat sangat hari ni. Bawak backpack yang gile berat. Aku g KL sentral coz plan nak repair henfon tapi aku lupa yang mereka beraya lagi..huhu..sia2 je..Aku still bengang coz internet tak leh gune lagi...siaplah nanti kalau sampai aku balik sekali lagi ...x ok, ok lagi..ada je yang maki dengan aku ni..Kerja aku hari ni, ialah melantak lagi tapi yang bezanya hari ni aku tak melantak disebabkan marah tapi melantak dengan volunteer..Hehe...esok lot of work to do to make sure i get back to the track..Esok remind me to wish birthday to my old fren..mmm tu je kot nak tulis hari ni...eh, jap..tadi aku plan nak nginap kat CITITEL coz sumpah x larat nak balik kolej tapi pas aku pikir dengan minda yang sedar dan rasional...aku kuatkan diri untuk balik kolej dan justeru itu jimatlah duit dalam beberapa ringgit..another one, credits to my bro coz gave me duit belanja..hehe..catch ya later..
Semalam dengan hari ni..aku tak buat pe pun pun..Still got flu..ni buat aku benci ni...Aku ada gak pegang buku MLS nak bermesra dengan bab mahkamah sket tapi rasa macam tak leh nak masuk lagi..dan aku rasa nak termuntah..lagi ade la...macam mana aku nak get back on track ni...macam tak ready lagi je...Anyone help me..please...
AKu Selalu Terima Mesej Forward yang ckp Sila REply kAlo anDa sayanG kawan Anda...ToLONGlah...Kalau Kite Sayang kawan kita..tak payah la nak bg mesej forward tu..buat menyemak inbox kawan kite je..Kalau sayang kawan kita tu..call atau mesej la tanya kabar dia...lagipun dengan XPaX Universiti...hanya 15 sen per min panggilan dari celcom ke sumer rangkaian...merepek...Tolong-lah hentikan msg sedemikian ataw at least jgn la forward kat saya..tapi kalau msg forward yang mempunyai isi2 penting, ianya amatlah dialu alukan....
hari ni aku balik Kolej. Naik bas..Traffik agak lancar dan kelakar coz jalan di KL agak lenggang..Aku penat sangat hari ni. Bawak backpack yang gile berat. Aku g KL sentral coz plan nak repair henfon tapi aku lupa yang mereka beraya lagi..huhu..sia2 je..Aku still bengang coz internet tak leh gune lagi...siaplah nanti kalau sampai aku balik sekali lagi ...x ok, ok lagi..ada je yang maki dengan aku ni..Kerja aku hari ni, ialah melantak lagi tapi yang bezanya hari ni aku tak melantak disebabkan marah tapi melantak dengan volunteer..Hehe...esok lot of work to do to make sure i get back to the track..Esok remind me to wish birthday to my old fren..mmm tu je kot nak tulis hari ni...eh, jap..tadi aku plan nak nginap kat CITITEL coz sumpah x larat nak balik kolej tapi pas aku pikir dengan minda yang sedar dan rasional...aku kuatkan diri untuk balik kolej dan justeru itu jimatlah duit dalam beberapa ringgit..another one, credits to my bro coz gave me duit belanja..hehe..catch ya later..
Semalam dengan hari ni..aku tak buat pe pun pun..Still got flu..ni buat aku benci ni...Aku ada gak pegang buku MLS nak bermesra dengan bab mahkamah sket tapi rasa macam tak leh nak masuk lagi..dan aku rasa nak termuntah..lagi ade la...macam mana aku nak get back on track ni...macam tak ready lagi je...Anyone help me..please...
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