Thank You For Helping Me

Sepanjang beberapa bulan menjadi motorcycler, ada dua keadaan dimana aku semacam lost dan tak tau nak buat ape. Seperti yang diketahui oleh mereka yang mengetahui, my loved one tu memang berat. Agak susah untuk tongkat dua seorang diri..as for me la..it need two person to do it. So, when its been trapped among other motorcycles at the parking near the ptsl. I kinda pissed off. and pissed off again. Dan ketika aku bersusah payah menjadi seorang independant woman..adalah seorang male student menolong aku dikala yang lain sekadar me-no-ng sah-ja. huhh...thanks to him..yang tidak diketahui namanya. Thanks again.

Second situation happens at petronas sek 3. Bila aku gagal mengisi angin motor. huhuhuh. I said to those who used to be there, "boleh tolong tak, tak boleh guna la benda ni.." yeah, absolutely with my thick face. First to come, a pak cik with his Toyota-whatsoever tried to help though still nothin' happened later but thanks for the effortssss. Really appreciate it.

Second to come, 2 chinese boys..who kinda lost at first but managed to do it few minutes later. Thanks boys..again really appreciate it.

BUT

This Black n White nouvo guy, when i asked for his help, he was ran-away. Man, that's abso-freaking-lutely not gentleman. I remember your face, may be, and never ever forgot it.

Beware coz this Kung Fu Panda is watching ya'..hakhakhak

DeJa [v]oo

26 December 2004

# I was 16 back then. Around 9 am, i was on bed reading the Berita Minggu with my breakfast, when i felt my bed was shaking. Damn it..My first thought was...my neighbour pushed the wall. The wall made from bricks..so i re-think-ed, may be not them. My second thought was...OMG, must be the ghost! I kinda freaked out. What the heck, ghost in the morning? So, I was curious but I just lied on the bed. At 12 pm, there were breaking news. It was Tsunami. I just like, what is Tsunami? Then, suddenly people from every corner of the globe knew what is Tsunami. It was sad. Peoples lost family, house, etc. I will cry everytime I listen to the song Suluhkan Sinar and Indonesia Menangis. It was hard to those people but thanks Allah, they were slightly recovered and bounce back from the event.

On March 2005

# It was midnite..Sort of. I was on my bed. Getting ready to sleep when I felt some sort of shaking. My first thought was, it must be ghost. I recite whatever doa my mom taught me. I didnt told my friends about what i felt..but later, i cant stand any longer and i need to find someone to share what i felt. Then, I screamed for my roomate,

"Norm, ko dah tido blum?",
"Blum"
"Ko rasa tak apa yang aku rasa"
"Ha ah"

Then, we both like run-away from our bed and open the door. There were lot of people outside, talked about the same things. Then, someone told us that, it was earthquake somewhere in Indonesia. She heard it from the radio. The next day, we read about it from the paper to confirm it.

19 May 2008

# It was 10 something in the nite. Again, I was on bed reading newspaper. It happens again. The shaking. I was afraid, as matter of fact i was all alone in Zaba. But this time although my first guess was ghost but then i made some clever guess..it must be eartquake somewhere near Malaysia. I had my paper late in the evening so, I knew a lil bit late about the earthquake.
Again in Indonesia. So far, they said no one missing or died.

20 May 2008

# It happens again. The shaking...but this time it had nothing to do with the natural disasters. It was people above my room, they did skipping. Please, do it slowly la sister. This is not a playground. Hehehe..

p/s: It has nothing to do with the title..

kesedaran sivik

Semalam. On my way back to UKM, when the train stop at Kajang, ada-lah sorang uncle ni nak turun. He's blind. Biasalah weekends of coz la, jalan ke pintu kuar ,memang sesak. Tetiba je ada sorang manusia, if we still can call him manusia, bising bising time uncle tu nak lalu, pas tu dia pukul belakang uncle tu. Aiyo man, dengan orang buta pun ko nak cari pasal, kalau nak tunjuk LAGAK BODOH kau tu, carilah yang setara. Ni dengan orang buta, tak de otak kot. Memalukan betul la.

bon jour, it's me!

Kawan Kawan,
Inilah aku..
This is the way I talked, The way I walked
Kalau kau tak boleh terima,
bukan salah aku
bukan salah kau juga
salah alif ya ga wau kita
The Law Leaves Much Room For Interpretation
It leaves thousand ways on how to interprete law
but abso-fucking -lutely not me
I cant tell you how to understand me
I cant teach you how to interprete my words
I just can hope you dont misinterprete me
But you did excellently misinterprete me
All i can do is
be professional
like nothing happen between us
because I like you, my goods and bad days
let's smile
for the littlest torn happen to us
it just torn on a bumpy road
but we still get each other
still

Catatanku

30th April
Biking to Putrajaya. Went to Alamanda, watched Congkak.

1st May
Labour Day, treated my friend for lunch at KFC. Went to Hentian Kajang, surveyed for ticket to Genting.

3rd May
Went to Kajang, treated my friend for lunch at PIZZA HUT. Surveyed for hard disk drive. Nothing cool. Bumped into Nike Mary-Jane which is cool but unaffordable. Tried fish-treatment-for-foot for the first time at FISHO. Burnt my money at Speedy for DVDs. Lost my ATM card but later found it at Canselori unfortunately had been blocked. Dear Drag Queen a.k.a Unauthorised 007, i might lost an atm card but not yet bankcrupt. So dont pity lebih-lebih for me, keep some to yourselves. Call me bad for saying this, like I care for this shitty. BTW, actually, I less favour for that skanky-lemb** to join, but what to do. You guys like it. I'm bad for mentioned this, karma's waiting for me..im dead.

4th May
Hujung semester cam sekarang ni-lah masa ramai orang yang kemas bilik. Aku pun sama. Bengang juga la coz banyak benda nak buat. Dalam busy busy tu, sempatlah jugak flashback back issue of Cosmo. Suddenly, I stopped at this page which called 'his point of view'. How to look for Miss Perfect. huh..dasar male-chauvanists, cermin la diri dulu, nak yang perfect tapi diri sendiri dah perfect kerk? Antaranya la kan:-

1) Saya nak seseorang yang tahu masak makanan kegemaran saya-Isal

Hello! Beli jelah kat luar...or nak seseorang yang tahu masak makanan kegemaran ko? Amik maid je-la..huh..

2) Saya nak si dia yang boleh buat saya tersenyum kalau saya bermurung.- Zaki
Grow up la...macam budak budak. Tak boleh senyum sendiri ke? Be professional ok? Dasar lelaki emo!

Banyak lagi tapi malasla nak comment banyak banyak. Buat sakit otak je..Nak perfect jer tapi diri sendiri cam ....... .

BTW, kenapa lelaki sekarang ni banyak yang bercita cita nak jadi perempuan? Aku boleh tahan lagi kalau setakat yang tahu semua jenis designer-label. I wont call you a gay but guy with make-up? make up? Ewww..may be exemption boleh diberikan pada mereka yang berlakon. They've no choice, it's a matter of lightning. Be a man. dah la...sutera dan emas yang dihadiahkan khas untuk perempuan, korang nak take-over, Ni make up pun nak take over gak. Aiyo, what's left of us? Aku bising bising kat sini pun tak de makna gak...lantak la diaorang nak pakai make-up tapi kalau boleh la kan, tapi pakai la elok elok.. kalau tak buruk nampaknya! huh. Even Heidi Klum pun tak suka lelaki ber-make up, apatah lagi aku.