This One For You, SLumberRocK!

Grrr..eat Expectation!

I was wondering, if we got low marks for our test etc, does it means we are stupid? what constitutes stupid? Low marks? Bad job? Who draws guidelines for what is stupid? I was lil bit down when I saw my marks for ILS. I got 9/20.Is it a karma for me or something? I asked the same question to my friend. She said that, it is something to do with our people mindset. Yeah, I agreed. High marks=winner, failure=loser. That's the yardstick.

I met a lot of people who've bad results but turned to be a think tank. Want names? Can but it's a matter of confidential-la. I'll tell you if you meet me in person.

So, if that is peoples expectation over us? Should we live to that level? What about our feeling and right to be what we want to be? For me, I think we should not worry about what people said, there's a lot of important things we should pay attention. Believe me, a bunch of words won't hurt you.

-Call him putz,call him schmuck, but he might know life better than yours..-

Coffee-Cafeine-Coffin Princess?

Be Happy For Today's Sunny Day.

Be aware of this moaning call.

Currently, it seems like I didn't have enough time to sleep and i'm happy for that. Usually, I will sleep for 6-7 hours. And now, i need to cut some time spent to sleep for the last minute preparation for these coming papers..law paper to be exact.

zzzZZZZzzz...opss sorry...

Before this, I used to hate coffee but these days, it seems like i can see the beauty of coffee...because it makes me still *standing* for hours without enough rest.

I would to take this opportunity to apologize to my body for their *hard work*. I'll promise it'll end soon..

GTG, my coffee is waiting for me...slurppp

Degree's just fine with me. *smile*

Point taken. No wonder I'm still being eligible bachelorette. Rupanya, I just concentrate too much on my PhD. *LOL*

You Have Your PhD in Men

You understand men almost better than anyone. You accept that guys are very different, and you read signals well. Work what you know about men, and your relationships will be blissful.

How Well Do You Understand Men?

me ain't perfect, so do you. exclamation point.

I hate rejection.
Who wouldn't?
It hurts me very much.
But no biggie
Cause I believe
If I care very much in it..
I'll go nowhere.
It's not enough people alienated me
Now I'll alienating myself

I should said
Rejection is littlest thing
ever happen to me
*smile*

Let people rejects me
I wont do the same thing
It uber-cruel
plus I believe in Karma
*grins*


p/s: this entry was inspired by lily allen and sex and the city.

Entry ini ditulis when she doesn't reply my question. Aye, I was invisible to her. I did blogthings, invisiblity is my power. So, it seems she ignored me coz im powerful.*positive-thinking*

Nasihatilah aku..wassini

Aku tak sempurna
nasihatilah aku

Aku tak matang
nasihatilah aku

tapi nasihatilah diri kau dulu
sebelum menasihati aku
supaya senang aku menerima nasihat kau itu

-poem from a beginner, Schaghinach Slumberock-

Bingung & Bengang

Esok aku exam TITAS.
Dan sekarang aku tengah bingung.

Aku benci kalau aku bingung.
Tapi aku lagi benci kalau aku bengang.

They said picture worth a thousand words.
I hope you will know what these picx below mean.

PIC #1



BE PROFESSIONAL, PLEASE.

I'll bet if you're in my situation high skool, you'll appreciate your friends better now. Life's short, just grow up plus lil bit lighten up, pal. You'll be fine.

PIC #2



I'M INNOCENT.PERIOD.
I DONT CARE WHAT YOU THINK OF ME. PERIOD.
TAKE NOTE OF THAT, MISS ALWAYS RIGHT! PERIOD.

*CRISIS AVERTED*

What is mine?

You Are Most Like Charlotte!

You are the ultimate romantic idealist You've been hurt before, but that hasn't caused you to give up on love. If anything, your resolve to fall in love is stronger than ever. And it's this feminine optimism that men find most appealing about you. Romantic prediction: That guy you are seeing (or crushing on)? Could be very serious - if you play your cards right!

http://www.blogthings.com/whichsexandthecityvixenareyouquiz/">Which Sex and the City Vixen Are You?

LOL

Hahaha..I cant stop laughing and smiling since yesterday...It was so funny...when my friend asked me to accompany he to WARTA.

She: Girl, ada skuad Avanza ERA dekat Petronas. Wanna stop by?
Me: Ok, It's up to you.

So, we stopped by. Not so crowded. The man just want to ask Questions to give away 4 KFC coupon worth approximately RM4O.. I wasnt care at first but a few minutes later, i became lil bit energetic.

The man: Do answer my question, who is this man( referring to the old man in the KFC coupons)?

Me: Colonel Sanders

The Man: Wrong, almost correct. Anyone else?

What %*&&)_*(& ? I lived for 20 years believe that he's Colonel Sanders. Im blushing because of the humiliation...damn blushing. But no biggie, life must goes on. I believed other people there also want to answer Colonel Sanders because at first there's a lot of people want to try, but after my answer was wrong, suddenly no one wanna try.

The Man: Ok, Let's make it like this. Do check your credit, if prepaid..who is her/his credit is near to RM10.33?

Other woman: RM 7 something

The man: Anyone else?

Me: RM 9.77

The man: Anyone else? RM 9.77 one, RM 9.77 two, RM 9.77 three. The coupons is hers.

Me: yippie...

The man: Next four coupons is for the lucky person, which her/his credit end today?

Other woman II: Me

Me to my friend: Say it loud, yours end today

She: Bro, mine!!mine!!

Other woman II: Owh No, Mine end 14 of May, not April

She: Bro, take mine.

The man: (Referring to me) Geng dia gak.

The man: Anyone else? No?

The man: It hers.

Yay....We got RM 80 of KFC coupons..and we spend RM20 at WARTA. For the first time in this year, I felt LUCKY. It was my first time bumped into such thing..
Itu je nak citer,....

To Busybody or Not To Busybody

I was confused, when is the time we should interfere or not with someone businesses. People are different. There are people who like their friends to be kepoh-chi (if the spelling is right) and there are some who draws line to the thing called privacy.

On April 2007, I had it clear to myself..no more busybody..let other people with their business. It was me until there is a lawyer, I didnt remember his name, he told us to be busybody because as a lawyer, there might be advantages for being busybody. Since then, I have been a busybody but not so obvious.

Time passed by, Im failed to be a good busybody. And there is a girl. I dont want to interfere with her private life. Suddenly, I was punished for not interfere in her life. Then, there is a person who interfere in her life. Suddenly, the person has been punished too. Can someone tell me, should we or shouldnt we be busybody?

I am absolutely and officially confused.

Equality & No Discrimination

I wrote this entry in my dark room, after I recovered from my super-sucxs ILS presentation.

After a few minutes of depression, aku membuat keputusan untuk mengisi minyak motor yang hampir kehabisan walaupun aku sedari awan awan akan memuntahkan hujan. Tapi aku teruskan juga perjalanan aku ke destinasiku. Hujan dah pun turun selepas aku melepasi pagar ketiga UKM tapi tidaklah selebat semasa aku bertolak pulang ke UKM dari Petronas. Ada jugak aku terfikir nak berhenti bagi hujan reda sikit tapi kaki aku terasa berat untuk menekan brek, dan mungkin juga sebab aku keliru dan tak tahu dimana harus aku berhenti lalu aku pun teruskan perjalanan. Bukan setakat dijalan raya saja bahkan dalam daily life aku pun susah nak membuat keputusan....Rupa-rupanya, susah jugak nak naik motor dalam hujan lebat macam ni. Sakit muka aku kena hujan, mata pun tak boleh nak bukak..Baju, beg aku semua officially basah. Terfikir pulak aku, I've the protection (baju hujan) but I didnt use it. Same in the reality, sometimes we didnt realize that we do have protection. Thanks Allah, I have a good safety net to catch and save me from such heartbroken and depression situation which will almost leads me to lost my faith.

Everyone have their own bad day or should i say bad daysss. When I said everyone, I meant everyone..It's me, It's you, and It's even the world most richest, prettiest or clever people. But why certain people can manage their bad dayss well than the others. Aku nak sentuh sikit pasal Sufiah Yusuf. A girl that I admired when I was 9. I even said, how lucky she is. Tapi sekarang ni, lihatlah apa yang terjadi pada dia. Is it her fault? i have no answer. I assume she's facing her bad dayss now. Aku bukan orang yang layak untuk judge dia.

Tapi apa yang aku persoalkan disini, berapa banyak girl yang understressed macam dia dekat Malaysia ni, a lot...including me. Tapi ada orang kisah? Ada orang nak hantar bantuan? Misi selamatkan Sufiah is good but kat lorong lorong gelap kat KL, JB, Ipoh..berapa banyak budak Melayu Islam yang jadi GRO, Escort Girl, Call Girl etc...Ada orang buat misi selamatkan diaorang? Diaorang yang memegang kerakyatan Malaysia lagi. Sufiah tu warganegara British. Aku tak halang diaorang selamatkan Sufiah. Selamatkanlah selagi mampu. Tapi benda yang sama harus dibuat pada semua yang mengalami keadaan yang sama dengannya. Biarlah adil..Jangan diskriminasikan mereka ni hanya disebabkan mereka tak masuk Oxford at 13.

ThE tHinGs I huRt Coz OF U

This is what I want to say to you.
Please dont interrupt during my presentation.
Do it if I ask you only.
Please dont ask me to stop during my presentation.
I will stop when the time is coming.
Please dont say "GOOD JOB" after we're finish
Because I know its not that GOOD
Please Please Please...realize that....